My Disillusioned Self

Woman is not yet capable of friendship: women are still cats and birds. Or, at best, cows. PART II

(23:55:21) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): what kid of dress you shipping for?
(23:55:26) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): kind of dress*
(23:55:39) Selfish Bitch: a formal dress for our formal
(23:55:43) Selfish Bitch: dance
(23:55:46) Selfish Bitch: that is abot it
(23:55:46) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): you going?
(23:55:48) Selfish Bitch: yeah
(23:55:49) Selfish Bitch: yu
(23:55:54) Selfish Bitch: surprised about that shit
(23:55:55) Selfish Bitch: uh/
(23:55:57) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): nahh
(23:56:00) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): who ya going with?
(23:56:08) Selfish Bitch: someone ekse
(23:56:12) Selfish Bitch: y do u wnat to know
(23:56:13) Selfish Bitch: uh?
(23:56:16) Selfish Bitch: loser
(23:56:22) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): ughh just trying to start conversation
(23:56:26) Selfish Bitch: oh ok
(23:56:28) Selfish Bitch: right there
(23:56:39) Selfish Bitch: u wnat ot know my shit uh?
(23:56:44) Selfish Bitch: bc u miss it from me
(23:57:02) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): uhh because usually people like to know what friends are up to
(23:57:11) Selfish Bitch: yeah yeah yeah roight
(23:57:16) Selfish Bitch: u wnat to know shit about me
(23:57:17) Selfish Bitch: now
(23:57:29) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): ughhh
(23:57:32) Selfish Bitch: what
(23:57:36) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): you lol
(23:57:40) Selfish Bitch: i know
(23:57:40) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): I can’t win
(23:57:45) Selfish Bitch: no u can’t win with me
(23:57:46) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): so who ya going with?
(23:57:52) Selfish Bitch: u shoudl know that by now
(23:57:54) Selfish Bitch: fuckhead
(23:57:56) Selfish Bitch: my by
(23:58:08) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): ???
(23:58:15) Selfish Bitch: my bf
(23:58:35) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): so you like him?
(23:58:52) Selfish Bitch: yeah
(23:58:55) Selfish Bitch: and
(23:59:19) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): wow defensive a bit?
(23:59:20) Selfish Bitch: u are jealous a bit
(23:59:23) Selfish Bitch: no not me
(23:59:28) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): I won’t lie a little
(23:59:30) Selfish Bitch: bc i know that you are a bit
(23:59:32) Selfish Bitch: oh erally
(23:59:33) Selfish Bitch: how come
(23:59:51) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): lol no reason but I’m curious
(00:00:01) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): what you like about him?
(00:00:02) Selfish Bitch: there has to be a reason
(00:00:14) Selfish Bitch: why u would say that u are a bit jealous
(00:00:24) Selfish Bitch: of him bc it is not u anymore
(00:00:25) Selfish Bitch: honestly
(00:00:41) Selfish Bitch: just that he treats me with respect and he cares and he is jus there
(00:00:49) Selfish Bitch: just the littel thigns that you ahve not doen for me
(00:00:53) Selfish Bitch: and u know them too
(00:00:56) Selfish Bitch: and that is about it
(00:00:59) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): wow
(00:01:02) Selfish Bitch: what
(00:01:08) Selfish Bitch: u are shocked
(00:01:10) Selfish Bitch: about it

(00:01:11) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): a little
(00:01:14) Selfish Bitch: or not really
(00:01:18) Selfish Bitch: how come u are shocked aobut that
(00:01:19) Selfish Bitch: uh?
(00:01:41) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): cause I thought I always treated you with respect and been there for you
(00:02:38) Selfish Bitch: u did
(00:03:00) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): so what’s with the little things I’ve never done for ya?
(00:03:25) Selfish Bitch: u did but i did not think that you were into it
(00:03:50) Selfish Bitch: he does things that u did not do and maybe that is what i wnat
(00:03:50) Selfish Bitch: u know
(00:03:55) Selfish Bitch: hard to explalin
(00:04:03) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): understandable
(00:04:06) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): like what though
(00:04:20) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): you got me curious…
(00:04:46) Selfish Bitch: um
(00:04:57) Selfish Bitch: he does thing that are out of the line
(00:05:03) Selfish Bitch: like surprsie me with flower
(00:05:10) Selfish Bitch: adn little thigns that u maybe did not do
(00:05:55) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): fair enough but that’s kinda common protocol for a new relationship?
(00:06:08) Selfish Bitch: no
(00:06:23) Selfish Bitch: bc he treats me iwth respect
(00:06:32) Selfish Bitch: adn he makes me feel good and cares for what i would liek to do
(00:06:33) Selfish Bitch: u know
(00:06:42) Selfish Bitch: and u did not make me feel that way for some time
(00:06:52) Selfish Bitch: during the relatioship that we were goign through
(00:07:20) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): didin’t think I needed to impress you all the time
(00:07:20) Selfish Bitch: he does not put my down either
(00:07:24) Selfish Bitch: bc u did that shit to meo
(00:07:31) Selfish Bitch: sometiems u shoudl have
(00:07:34) Selfish Bitch: and that woudl have been nice
(00:07:41) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): I’ve bought you flowers
(00:07:44) Selfish Bitch: adn u knew what i mean
(00:07:47) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): I’ve bought you jewlery
(00:07:56) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): I did the bf thing
(00:07:58) Selfish Bitch: yeah but i didn’t feel taht i was the center of your world
(00:08:10) Selfish Bitch: yeah but u stop after 2 years
(00:08:21) Selfish Bitch: it woudl be nice if you did maybe once a year but u just did not do that
(00:08:27) Selfish Bitch: and i just felt that you didnot care for what i wnated
(00:08:40) Selfish Bitch: even through we were far away
(00:08:41) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): I tried I always asked for the dorm names but you would never give them to me
(00:08:48) Selfish Bitch: no i told
(00:08:51) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): or addresses
(00:08:55) Selfish Bitch: about where i was living
(00:08:57) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): and you were like always why
(00:09:07) Selfish Bitch: i told you where my mailbox number
(00:09:15) Selfish Bitch: and shit u knew that
(00:09:18) Selfish Bitch: and i told u all the time
(00:09:19) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): yeah send a bouquet of roses to a mailbox?
(00:09:26) Selfish Bitch: yeha
(00:09:31) Selfish Bitch: bc then they woudl call me
(00:09:33) Selfish Bitch: to go and get them
(00:09:40) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): how bout hand deliver them myself with dorm number and location?
(00:09:56) Selfish Bitch: u never ask me
(00:10:01) Selfish Bitch: u can do it
(00:10:02) Selfish Bitch: there
(00:10:05) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): I have
(00:10:12) Selfish Bitch: no u have not
(00:10:22) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): never asked you for your dorm or dorm number?
(00:10:26) Selfish Bitch: yeha u ahve not
(00:10:28) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): yes and you didin’t know
(00:10:34) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): always why
(00:10:36) Selfish Bitch: u knew my number sicne u calle dit every day
(00:10:39) Selfish Bitch: and shit
(00:10:52) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): ohh well I’m lad you found what you want
(00:11:08) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): just a Q though
(00:11:25) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): what happens when you get comfortable and he dosn’t feel the need to impress anymore?
(00:11:59) Selfish Bitch: he will alway impose me
(00:12:06) Selfish Bitch: if we are confortabel with each
(00:12:09) Selfish Bitch: other
(00:12:18) Selfish Bitch: i knew him that he will alwasy do that for me
(00:12:21) Selfish Bitch: there sucker
(00:12:56) Me (xlCarpeNoctemlx): I;m not saying anything I’m just shocked
(00:13:11) Selfish Bitch: what are u shocked about
(00:13:13) Selfish Bitch: ????????

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