My Disillusioned Self

Ok now here we go. It gets better from the Kim and Tina story. As everyone probably knows if you’ve been following my posts I have broken up with my girlfriend of 8 years (on and off for 8 years). Want to hear the funny part!?!?!

She told me I treated her like shit.
That I never really cared about her.
That I always put her down.
And she was using me because she didn’t want to be lonely.
What the fuck is that? Lucky for me I keep logs of almost everything I do (yes yes I know anal but hey I would have no proof of this craziness if it wasn’t for my logs). Now before we continue the posting of the IM conversation allow me to digress in a moment of self reflection… I AM A FUCKING IDIOT!!!!! HOW COULD I ALLOW MYSELF TO BE USED THIS WHOLE FUCKING TIME AND NOT EVEN KNOW IT!!!! I AM A FUCKING TOOL AND THERE IS NO FUCKING REASON WHY I SHOULD BE SO OBLIVIOUS TO WHAT IS GOING ON. Ok good now that we have that covered let’s continue. Here’s the conversation but you can tell how fucked up it is. Ohh well there goes relationship number three for the night. So Let’s see I deaded three people in a night. To read the conversation just flip to the next page….