My Disillusioned Self

Off to Glenn Brook Farm

Today my family and I went on a trip that we take every year. At the end of the trip we end up at a nice family type resort that I’ll probably bring my kids to when I decide to have some. I’m not going to write about that today though because I have all weekend to do that.

What I am going to write about today is what my little sister made me realize. I was sitting on the couch waiting for everybody to finish packing up hanging out with my sister. I like hanging out with my sister because I don’t get to do it that often and I really love her. She reminds me so much like myself as far as her attitude when I was that age. So, we were just sitting there listening to music on the ipod and I was letting her listen to the new bands that I found. She found a song she liked and said that she remembers the first time that she listened to sublime it was with me. It was such a simple comment but it made me melt inside because that was my sister having a memory about her first time of something that she enjoyed with me. I know it doesn’t seem like much but that just floored me for some strange reason. It was like I’m actually part of this world and that I will be remembered by somebody. It’s such a novel idea and for some reason it’s something so simple that confuses and intrigues me so much. I guess I shouldn’t make a big deal of it but I can’t get it out of my head and I know after some introspective searching I might find out what it means.

Well, enough time spent writing this blog today. I’m going to actually go outside and try to be social. So many nice looking ladies. I wonder if I actually have the balls to go approach one and start a conversation. Probably not, but we can always hope, right?