My Disillusioned Self

If you don’t want me at my worst, don’t expect me at my best.  I’ll just laugh and smile and act like the rest.

What happened to all the nice guys? The answer is simple: you did. See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He’d tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when [...]

I last left you with the question of “What do I want?” What do we all want? We strive for the perfections of the expectations of reality. The problem that makes the answer so hard is that our expectations of reality never match what reality is. We constantly chase the dragon of perfection, trying to [...]

I was asked an interesting question the other day. It intrigued me so much so that I have to share it.  It all started with me and drunken text messages. Wait. Before I go any further, let me tell everyone if they don’t know already, DRUNKENNESS AND TEXT MESSAGES DO NOT GO TOGETHER!  O.K. Now [...]

It’s amazing the remnants of yesterday that appear in my head. Random images and feelings that have passed; Ideas barely remembered and lost in the darkness of time; Random images and experiences which will never be relived; Hopes devoured by desperation. Where does it go when nothing is left? Unfortunately the answer is not poetic. [...]

The Men that Don’t Fit In by: Robert W. Service There’s A race of men that don’t fit in, A race that can’t stay still; So they break the hearts of kith and kin, And they roam the world at will. They range the field and they rove the flood, And they climb the mountain’s [...]