End it…
January 11th, 2008 Posted in ArchiveI’m sick of searching for the point. I’m sick of trying to find meaning in nothing. I’m sick of fake friendships and lack of affection. I’m sick of trying to fit in when there is no place. I’m sick of striving for the top but, not having the motivation to keep it up. I’m sick of watching others succeed where I have failed. I’m sick of the disappointment of failure. I’m sick of believing I’m on top but ending up on the bottom. It’s the sickness of everything that is consuming me. I’m hurt, but I don’t bleed. I cry, but I don’t make a sound. I feel, but don’t show emotion. It’s the lack of being in sync with the world that drives me to insanity. If you don’t fit in and you always have to fake it, what’s the point? I should just end it……………………………………………………………………………………………………………
2 Responses to “End it…”
By K. on Jan 11, 2008
I typed in “disillusioned” in Google and found your web-page. With todays entry. I don’t know what to say.. at least one person feels today like I do. That makes all the difference..
By Becky on Feb 13, 2008
You are loved and worthwhile. That will never change.